It's probably about time I posted again...

Hey!

Hope everyone is Happy or at bare minimum ok, if you're upset or anything then don't panic things will get better... ok. I am good at the moment, although I have had an interesting few weeks... interesting as in weird - not as in good. I have been Manic and haven't slept properly and on Sunday that just went, I was so dizzy I couldn't even stand, which to be honest, Sucked.

Plenty of good things have happened recently too. I've started getting back in touch with a lot of people that I had lost touch with due to the Bipolar diagnosis last year (oh and on that topic, It was a year since the diagnosis last Friday - I've come so far) I also had someone from school contact me for a catch up, which we did yesterday. It was really good to see her as I hadn't seen her since school finished about three years ago, so I'm glad she actually wanted to see me (no matter how miserable that sounds).

I have sort of been getting bad again with my eating habits, due to the mania (and uhh, female issues) I developed massive Sugar cravings and ate way more Sugar than I should have. Really need to cut down on it again, or I’ll have real issues to worry about… I really, really don’t want Diabetes which would (no offence to anyone with Diabetes: Type 1 or 2) Suck. I have also decided that (to use a superhero analogy – and no, it’s not from The Avengers) if I was Superman, my Kryptonite would be Chocolate. No Joke!

Also things have been kind of tough at the moment. I have been worried about my friend, she hasn’t been very happy lately and it’s just getting tough on me. However, I will not stop being there for her. I will be there for her through anything. To be honest, although she is only a year younger than me I think she is kinda like my baby. I tell everyone when she does things I’m proud of and worry like crazy when she does things that worry me or when she’s upset. As she has been a bit upset lately, I sent her a bit of a cheer up present. I really hope she loves it as much as I had fun getting it all together. I honestly probably spent too much on her, but it doesn’t matter, she’s worth it and she needs to see that too.

Also, I am a fan of Pitticaus Lore’s ‘I am Number 4’ series, and last night I happened to find the official book website. Well on that website I came across what they called the ‘Loric version’ of Horoscopes. If you are as interested in (and familiar with) Astrology as I am, you will probably notice that this is basically just the Scorpio Horoscope but with different names and added features and stuff, but it’s still accurate for me. I’ve honestly always been a very clear Scorpio and I actually sorta blame some of my behaviour on my Scorpio traits (no matter how superstitious that may sound…).

‘Lorian Legacies / I am Number Four’ Series Horoscope


Seakon
(Pronounced SAY-kahn)
October 23rd – November 21st


Loric Element:
Water


Probable Legacies:  Ability to breathe under water, Skin impervious to wounds


Most Compatible Cêpan: Wenon, Pellaren


Least Compatible Cêpan:Tavan

Can you say “intense?” Thatʼs a Seakon. They have this uncanny way of knowing stuff, and even if theyʼre 16, theyʼll seem more like a 1,000-year-old oracle. Seakons are interesting, passionate and charismatic, but donʼt expect them to give too much away. You really have to earn their trust before theyʼll confide in you, and even then, they can seem pretty secretive. If theyʼre in your corner, youʼll have a powerful ally and a devoted friend. 

(Source: I am Number Four Fans)

Well I am beginning to believe that this may possibly be the longest blog I have ever written. Hope that you continue to have a good day / night (or have a better day / night) and remember to Smile. I’ll write as soon as possible.

Thanks for reading

My Perfect World

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My Perfect World: Everyone would be treated equally, no matter their age, colour, sexual preference, religion, There would also be enough food and water for everyone. No illnesses - especially ones such as Depression, Anorexia, bulimia, Obesity, Also, Mental Health would be treated with high importance, Just health in general would be important. People would care about one another, just by doing little things such as talking more, smiling, treating everyone with respect. Just little things, I would change. But in the end, it's the little things that make the biggest difference. I know this is probably just being an idealist, but It's what the world needs.

Story - Katie & Layla: A Story of True Friendship

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Vampires, they really do exist; they are not just a myth. I know this because my best friend is one. The day it happened, I remember really clearly the transformation; it was scary yet unavoidable. My friend Layla was sitting on a bench waiting for the bus. I had gone to get something for us to eat before we went home together. I remember the little voice in my head saying, “don’t leave Layla alone” but of course, I did not listen to it. On my way back to the bus stop, I heard a scream. It was Layla. The next thing I saw was her creator leaning over her pressing his teeth to her throat.

It was the moment she seemed to know was coming. She had been talking about it for weeks, about how she believed that someone was after her, someone who wasn’t human. Of course, I didn’t listen, after all did things that weren’t human come after people. I happened to have repressed that memory until that exact moment. I tried to fight him off but the creator was too strong, all my efforts were wasted. The next time I looked at Layla she was starting to go a little pale, as if all the colour was being drained from her skin. I thought, “This can’t be happening, this isn’t real” but of course it was. I heard another scream and looked down at Layla again. She was in pain. I had never seen such agony on my best friends face before. She was writhing and twisting about as if trying to fight off some invisible attacker. Then she went still.

I thought, “She must be dead, nobody could have survived that” but again, of course she wasn’t. The next moment was the scariest of all. It was the moment she stopped breathing. Tears started coming out of my eyes but I knew from that moment she would be different, she wouldn’t be the Layla I knew and loved. Out of the corner of my eye, I saw a movement, such a tiny movement, but that one movement gave me hope that one day she could be my Layla again. She stood up and looked at me. Her eyes had become red, the red of blood. Then she looked over at her creator and somehow seemed to know who he was. Layla spoke to him; then turned around to me and said “Katie. I can still be your friend. I’ll be different but still me” I wiped my eyes and felt a tug on my heart, one that let me know that she was telling the truth. I also knew that we could get through this together. Just me and Layla; just like it had always been. Then we looked at each other, smiled and calmly caught the bus home knowing that our friendship would last forever.


The End